1 John 1:9: “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.”

What is there to confess and why is God interested in our confession?

Lately, I have done some soul searching and dug up certain issues that have been sitting on the shelf gathering dust and cobwebs. These issues have not been properly addressed because I did not know how to voice them. When I finally sat down and wrote them into my journal it took me a long time to find the words. However, once I assessed the wrong of the situation and analyzed my involvement in it, something magical happened: By acknowledging my bad choices I have gained a better understanding of myself. All of a sudden I could see why I did what I did; and by exposing the root cause of the problem the likelihood of repeating those bad choices was clearly diminished. I could finally let go of this portion of my past.

Not finding peace has a lot to do with hiding from ourselves. We may think that we can lie to ourselves, but in the end every lie is an illusion and will be exposed eventually.

Buried deep within us we do know the truth. Bad memories we suppress will somehow resurface. And as controlling as we think we are, resurfacing memories are definitely out of our control. They flood our dreams at night and initiate emotional outbursts – which will come across inappropriate, because people cannot read our memory banks and understand why we are so upset. Unaddressed issues can become ugly leading to physical abuse, suicidal tendencies, mental illness and /or any other kind of ailment. To spare us this nightmare, God asks us to confess.

Confessing is a blessing.

Remember how Jesus addressed His followers after He rose from the grave? He said (Luke 24:36):

“Peace be with you.”

Confession leads to peace. We accept what happened, give ourselves room to grieve, rise out of the ashes and move on, while the Son of God speaks peace over us.

Hosea 6:3: “Let us acknowledge the Lord; let us press on to acknowledge him. As surely as the sun rises, he will appear; he will come to us like the winter rains, like the spring rains that water the earth.”

Weather can be volatile in Arizona during the Monsoon season. A few years back a micro burst had knocked down our power lines, which left us sitting in the dark. In search for lit quarters, my husband and I drove around in the neighborhood. A few blocks away we spotted a little family-owned restaurant that was lit like a Christmas tree. There we stayed until the power in our area was back on. We were so glad when that finally happened; we probably appreciate electricity much more when we don’t have it.

Connecting with God reminded me of this experience. When I met the Lord for the first time in my life it felt like a light switch turned on in a dark room, and all of a sudden I could make out things that weren’t distinguishable before. Plugged into the Great I Am, I could see His power operating in my life.

Ignoring the Lord is like pulling the power plug. Disconnected from God we experience a power outage that leaves us dead on our feet; without the presence of His Spirit in our lives we lack everything that matters.

Realizing we are created is a big deal because we acknowledge where we come from. We are no accident; we do belong. And as we start realizing these things we begin to see the bigger picture. All of creation is connected to God. Everything points to Him; it is hard not to notice once we have become aware of His existence.

We have a Creator who cares about us; He comes to us like the winter rains – He softens the soil of our hearts and gives us the opportunity to thrive.